Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Just Thinking

This week has been an emotional week for me. We are coming up on the 6 month mark on how long Will has been gone. I miss him. I have a lot more I want to say and have been thinking lately, but I am not sure 11 p.m. at night is the time to start writing.

I was looking through pictures tonight on my computer and came across this photograph.


This is the last picture we took of me being pregnant with Will. This is also the last picture I have of my two boys together. When I would hold Canon, Will would go crazy and start kicking. Canon would be so confused, but it made me smile. I just know they would have been good buddies. Canon loves other kids especially babies. Just yesterday he reached out for a picture frame of holding a pictures of Will's feet and said, "baby", hugged, and kissed the picture.

Hoping for a good night's sleep tonight!

Rachel

1 comment:

Erin Owen said...

Oh sweet Rachel, I can only imagine how many thoughts go through your mind. I am so sorry you miss your Will. I am still praying for you. - Erin