Life of the Rainers

MOPS.

I was involved with MOPS (mothers of preschoolers) in NC and really liked it. When we moved here I wanted to get involved with a MOPS group here, but didn't think I would get involved til the fall. Well an opening came available at First Baptist of Hendersonville right down the road from us, so this Monday (11th) was my first meeting.

I was a little nervous to go because I didn't know ANYONE. I feel like I am in a really different time in my life right now and feel a little guarded. I want ppl to know about Will, but not sure if and how I should tell ppl. I sat down at my group's table and the ladies were extremely nice!! Then two pregnant ladies sat right next to me. They started talking about their babies and their due dates. They were each on their 2nd pregnancies. I immediately felt a pain in my heart and the tears started coming. I kept telling myself "DO NOT cry, DO NOT". I managed to not let the tears fall, but really wanted to get up and run and not come back. Please know the tears and feelings weren't out of jealousy or anger. The tears were out of longing for my baby.

I made it through and really glad I did. I was encouraged by many of the women that were so welcoming. I was also really challenged and encouraged by the speaker. The speaker talked about how to raise your children the Godly way. I felt very convicted about getting in the word daily, staying in prayer during the good, bad, and through the little daily things, and taking every opportunity to fill Canon's mind with truth. Canon spends the most time with me, so it is my responsibility to teach him Godly morals, values, ect. She also reminded us that the older they get the less time you have to teach them your values rather than the world filling their minds. I need to grow in this area big time. The speaker also reminded us that we are responsible for sharing the gospel with them first. I know this, but it is always a good reminder. As mother's we have a HUGE role. That is scary, but awesome at the same time!

There are times I can feel self conscious about being a stay at home mom, but being encouraged and challenged by other stay at home moms gives me such motivation!! I love where the Lord has placed me. It's not always glamorous and fun, but I am thankful the Lord has given me this task. I hope and pray I will be given the opportunity to stay at home with more children.

Rachel