Blah...
That would explain my mood the last 3 days - blah and weepy. There has been so much going on this week, even fun stuff, so I don't really understand why I haven't snapped out of it. I have had no motivation to do anything. It's been a struggle every morning to get out of bed and get ready for the day. I know the weather hasn't helped the last 2 days with my mood.
The reality is I miss Will. I yearn to see him again. I wish things could have been different.
As May 1st is near (his expected due date) I find myself thinking about getting his room perfect, washing clothes and blankets, packing our bags, nesting, going out and getting those last minute things.... I also find myself thinking about what it would have been like to have two sweet little boys so close in age. I have said this before, but I also hurt for Canon. I see him with other children and he would have been such a sweet sweet big brother.
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On to brighter things
Our church is launching this Sunday. We are so excited! We have had 3 preview services, but they have been spread out. Now we will be meeting every week. It's what we have been working towards, praying for, and talking about for months! The team has been working really hard. I am so proud of Jess for all of his hard work (and the rest of the team).
http://gracechurchlife.wordpress.com
Canon turned 18 months on Thursday. I will post about that really soon. Just need to upload some pictures I took of him.
Hope everyone is having a great weekend!
Rachel
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